Home Alone 4

Man. It really suckstobeme right now. I'm stuck at home, on a 3-day MC.
I just knew it! Life's too short :(
Goodbye friends, I might be leaving a tad early...

Kidding. Things aren't that bad. But I do feel crappy!
Like a ball of white glue stuffed down my throat, making little hair balls that causes me to hark like a choking cat.
At least I'd have my pillows, bolster, blanket and warm soft bed to tide through this with me.
I do think God's telling me that it's time to study..


It was all so clear, and it felt real.
Like how it was, that warm fuzzy feeling.
But I woke up, and realised,
'Oh ya, it's just a dream.'
I think it's time.

Dating Delilah

No weeping, no hurt or pain.
No suffering,
You hold me now,
You hold me now.

Despite feeling really lousy about the day, I'm glad I went ahead with the prompting.
The day ended with some night :)

Walking Speed

From:
PENGO
Sent:
24 July 2009 07: 59AM
To:
ME
Cc:
BOONS

oh no mongo!!

ST (pB13) reported off AP that a recent study measuring speed and longevity found that faster walkers lived longer than slower walkers. People who walked at a gait speed of 1.4 m per second or faster were more than twice likely to be alive after 10 years than those who walked at 0.4m per second or slower. The findings were the result of nine previous studies that included 34,000 men and women whose average age was almost 74. The long term studies tracked participants for 10 years to more than 20 years.

I'm going to die young. I just knew it!
OH WELL!
Might as well live life to it's fullest while you can! :)

"If we have the passion and the drive for it, we'll make it happen no matter how hard it is."

Apple in His eyes

I feel I can breathe again!!!
YAY!
The air is so much fresher with 2 presentations down!!

Tml: Gaming.
Next Mon: Opera Test.
Next Next Mon: Lodging.
Next Next Next Week: F&B.
Next Next Next Next Week: Study Week.
Next Next Next Next Next Week: 3.2 Finals.
Next Next Next Next Next Next Week: HELLO DISNEY!!!!!!

Oh my pong. Everything is moving too quickly I can't catch my breath. *GASPS*

Kind of excited and nervous, and I feel the need to do too many things at one time. Hah.

Thanks for the apples, they keep my flu bug away :)

Friday Evening

I wonder who else is home alone on a friday evening.
Man. Suckstobeme.

Haha. Nah. It's not that bad.
Mr Cho and Quekadoodles invited me over for a movie marathon with ICE CREAM!!
But I decided to bum at home, be an Ahjuma and watch 2-hour of Hong Kong Dramas.
Which makes me wonder if I'm truly an introvert because I feel quite comfortable being alone at home..
Hmm..
I think I'm just really used to it! You can't help it when you belong in a family with brains. I've got limited capacity of that :(

Speaking of HongKong, I've been missing the Dimsum breakfasts, and the Congee Suppers, along with the gazillion other snacks that will definitely make me grow-fat-and-die. (I AM EXERCISING PEOPLE)

This picture is classic :)
According to Chew, it describes our relationship.

I don't know what I would do without you two :)
I guess that's my rightful share in life, can't ask for more!

Paid that price

So this is what it is like to pay the price for making a mistake.
'I find it kind of funny, I find it kind of sad..'

Maybe something beautiful would come out of this dark shit hole.
"I can't explain myself, I'm afraid, Sir, because I'm not myself you see."

FAITHTRUSTPIXIEDUST
HOPEPRAYLOVE

Passing on

I read an article in today's papers about some British prison officers abusing some Iraqi inmates, forcing them to do MJ's dances. One guy even died from excessive abuse.

It's so sad reading such stories, and realising that it's not fiction, it's actually happening today.
I'm pretty certain MJ wouldn't have approved of it. His songs were meant to heal, and his dances meant to integrate, not hurt or divide.

It's really like his brother said, how much can one man take? Having cruel words hurled at him. And now when he's finally gone, everyone realises the capacity he has contributed to music and the world.


We are the world, we are the children..

ABSOLUTE Boyfriend

OMG. I'm going back to my Ahjuma days of watching dramas because I'm a no-life-country-bumpkin.
Anyway, dramas always make out the 'best-case-scenarios' in life, and it doesn't hurt to see cute guys acting so sweet to the pretty girls.
I wish my life were a korean drama :(
Just the kind that didn't end up with me dying of some chronic disease, or going blind or something. An almost perfect ending would be good too :)

Absolute boyfriend was touching. I don't mind spending 1.5Million on him too!!!! If I had the money la. He's so nice to her... AND HE'S SO HOT!!!
WHERE DO YOU FIND A GUY LIKE THAT! I WANT!!!!
*Ignore the hairstyle by the way

Where oh where can he be...

Life is kind of like an overhue palette now..
There're no block colours, because everything is so uncertain..

Piano, Cello and Drums

Two of my favourite songs mixed into one.
The music makes my hair tingle :)
I wish I were musically talented too.

Romeo save me, I've been feeling so alone.

I'm a Christian

I'm A Christian

by
May Angelou

When I say... "I am a Christian"
I'm not shouting "I'm clean livin'."
I'm whispering "I was lost,
Now I'm found and forgiven."

When I say... "I am a Christian"
I don't speak of this with pride.
I'm confessing that I stumble
and need Christ to be my guide.

When I say... "I am a Christian"
I'm not trying to be strong.
I'm professing that I'm weak
And need His strength to carry on.

When I say... "I am a Christian"
I'm not bragging of success.
I'm admitting I have failed
And need God to clean my mess.

When I say... "I am a Christian"
I'm not claiming to be perfect,
My flaws are far too visible
But, God believes I am worth it.

When I say... "I am a Christian"
I still feel the sting of pain.
I have my share of heartaches
So I call upon His name.

When I say.... "I am a Christian"
I'm not holier than thou,
I'm just a simple sinner
Who received God's good grace,
somehow!

Release

I guess everything is not as bad as it seems :)
Being friends is better than ending things on a bad note.
At least I know that I'll have a friend who will always be there for life.

For all who cared, I can't thank you enough. For all the emotions, the concern, the empathy.

And aiya, poots, you don't know how much you've done for me. I can't explain how much, but you're definitely irreplaceable to me :)
Anyway, we've been close friends all along. Maybe that's why things don't seem as weird. Just a little getting used to.

At least we made great memories; memories I will carry with me all through my life despite my failing brain storage space. And you're one of the best things that had ever happened to me..

ok. Too mushy!!!

Anyway, thanks for reminding me of my stand.

Dehydrated

Please don't take my Issac away.
Please don't.

I'm already heartless.

Pokerface

Lets say you're playing poker, and you have a choice to choose between two hand of cards.
1) You get two kings.
2) You get an ace and a king.

Which set would you hold on to, and which set would you discard?

1)Having two kings, there's a high possibility of getting another king, and even a pair.
That's a fullhouse!
And even if you do not get a full house, you would still have your high pair.

2)Holding on to a king and an ace is risky.
But there might be a chance of attaining royal flush! (Lets just assume they're from the same suit)
If not, there's still a chance of getting a straight, or a flush.

Full house eats a straight and a flush, but royal flush beats all.
And the odds are against you.

So, which would you hold on to, which would you discard?

I really don't know. I wanna fold. Haha.