Tuesday, January 09, 2007

it's not dead.... it's ALIVE!!! [extremely annoyed]

damn it. this is the third time i'm typing out this whole post!!!!!! ARGGHH!!!! first time, blogger cocked up and my post could not be published and it was not even saved!!!! AHHHH!!!!! second time, i sneezed and my com disconnected and shutdown..... GaaahhhHHHHHH!!!!!!!!! i'm seriously pissed off. BBBBBBBBBBBBBBAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
darn it. great. now i have to retype everything and i have a throbbing headache from staring at the screen for too long.

where was i again ??? (>____<)# Y&^%^&amp;amp;E&%*)&)($%&^*( oh ya... i was said twice that my blog isn't bead, it's just dusty. it can't be dead!!! if it were dead, i would be dead too since my blog's about my life. i'm not in any jc, not because i cannot but because i don't want to. so my personal status is = relaxing (not slacking. it's not slacking. but right now, i'm just darn frustrated. ok.. chilll chilllll..... hummmmmm...) i don't think it's a bad thing to not go to jc for first 3 months. it kinda gives u some time to enjoy life and live it slowly instead of rushing here and there singaporean style. life is not slow till it breeds flies, nor is it slow to the extent i'm living like a country bumpkin, sitting and staring at the sheep and cows, bleeting and mooing while gnawing on grass patches in green fields outside my house. NOPE. it ain't like that. actually, i kinda have load of stuff to do. here's the list:

Stuff Roo Has to Do (3rd time writing this list)
1. edit uncle thomas's friend's wedding pics
2. peng's farewell present
3. sign up for language course
4. get a job
5. clear up my messy room
6. exercise to lose that flab
7. presents!!!
8. memorise consort's reportoire.
9. collect eagles award (i feel so honoured. usually i get only good progress which is not even very common)

yup. so i'm not slacking. ok... i've cooled down quite alot. listening to the my girl soundtrack now. haha. music soothes me.. moving on...

i see my busy friends, adjusting to fit the reality of jc life after the one week of fun-packed orientation activities. (orientations are a disguise to make jc look really good/fun whatever.. IT'S PROPOGANDA!!! fine... so i'm sour graping.. at least they have fun for a week) it's kinda like drinking beer and getting drunk isn't it? you drink, then u drink more, get drunk and get really high, happy, care-free and all. then.... deng deng deng deng.... you get hung over. haha. awww. the nasty. (i haven't gotten drunk before, but being a tv addict, i've watched enough shows to know)
me on the otherhand, am taking things slow, living one day at a time (literally.) it kinda feels weird cos it's like the whole world's back in school/work, when ur at home. kinda like u take mc for 2 months like that. it also tend to get lonely. in 2(rather 1 now) days time, my sister will be leaving for virginia for 6 months. =( 6 months without peng. and with all my friends in school and busy, my parents working day to night. yup, it's gonna be one lonely time. oh well. what to do? life gives, u take. u can't do anything about it, just enjoy it?

event of the day:
quek n chew came over!!! yay! reunion of the trio. we did what we always do..
yak, chill, exchange life tales, they make fun of me (as usual), we laugh at quek's facial expressions/ or is it her face??? (typical), we eat food from my food-store of a house to accomodate to chew's monsterous blackhole stomach (never changing), hugged before parting (tradition). =) i love my best friends. it's a good thing we all live so near each other. we can practically walk to each others' houses la (depends on how fast u walk, we can reach in abou 15 mins) actually, u can walk to anywhere in the world, it's only a matter of time. =)

chew bought me some pink cat shapped cookies when she came over. i am e one n only fatcat after all. if i'm fatcat, chew should be black hole or sth. (nicknames according to our appetite)
when i was walking chew home today, we managed to be in time for the sunset..

roo: actually, i like sunsets more than sunrises
chew: really? why?
roo: cos sunsets are more colourful and are prettier
chew laughs or scoffs
chew: that's a really shallow answer.

well, i guess it's pretty shallow to what most pple might say.. my answer is non philosophical, but plainly what i think la... here goes.

i like sunsets because they can be caught at more convenient time slots compared to sunrises. at least u dont have to wake up in the wee hours of a day and bear heavy eyebags for the rest of the day. i like sunsets cos i think they are more colourful than sunrises. sunsets have pink, purple, orange, purple, blue, grey and yellows in them. =) hence they are pretty! (i don't exactly recall seeing a sunrise actually... maybe i have but i think sunrises are less colourful right? every morning on the way to school, the sky doesn't seem that colourful)
i like sunsets cos quote" they seem like a perfect ending to a wonderful day and reminds me of the beginning of a new one" unquote. erm. kinda la.... it gives me a sense of satisfaction and reminds me i lived through another day and am lucky enough to still be alive. =)
sensets also remind me that the day is turning into night meaning tv time!!! =) and also BEDTIME!!!! comfy jammies n cosy bed, drifting into dream land. gahaha

ok... there's more to sunsets too la... it also makes me feel homely cos it reminds me that night is approaching and it's time to go home. it also reminds me of dorea cos last time, she used to go home at sunset almost everyday cos then, after school, she'd come to my house or i'd go to hers and we'll start walking home at sunset. yup. wonderful memories. i love the air in the evening too. cool and calm.

chew: well, at least it shows your true. =)

so next time when you are looking at the sunset, remember to think of what it reminds you of and enjoy that short moment. =)

ps*i'm going to take up korean language in a language school! =) and i think kim jeong hoon's voice is really nice. listening to his songs now. =) night.


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