HER BUBBLY TOES: I HATE GPA

I feel somewhat screwed this semester. There's no way I can do well for my ssm after 2 failures at proficiency test. This totally screwed what's left of my confidence for service in the F&B industry (not that I want to work there or anything). Gah. Accounting test today was shite too. I spent the first 5 minutes staring blankly at the papers, listening to people scribbling down their answers at the speed of light. At that point of time, I felt as though my brain was whitewashed. Totally blank out man. Need I say more.

But there's nothing I can do now. Just try harder.

Remember I was really confused over what I wanted to do (I WAS AMBITIONLESS). Well, Poot suggested I write out a whole list of possible jobs that I could do. Odd things like Cartoon Voiceover, Mime, Work in a circus popped up. More normal ones would include Work in Disneyland, Work in Club Med, Graphic designer, Childcare teacher. The list is pretty long. I really would like to work in Disneyland or ClubMed since I'm already in this course. BUT... They're both overseas. Means staying overseas for long periods :( I'd miss home.

My favourite was actually this: Stayhome Mom, Part time webshop owner (selling what is to be determined). WOW! Me motherly! I got really inspired by my sister's friend's older sister who's actually a stayhome mom who owns a webshop selling jewellery she makes. They're really pretty. It's kind of a dream job cos you can work from the comforts of your home and all.

Anyway, for now, I still have to work hard. THIS ISN'T A CHOICE. I'll just try my best and let God do the rest I guess. That's one long rhyme. I promised alot of people I would; my parents, my sis, Poot. Poot gets upset everytime I say I wanna give up. I'll try ok Poot?

Oh! Here's something funny. Yesterday when mugging for accounting at Siglap Mcs with ahjuma and poot, we say something super unglam.