Thursday, December 07, 2006

STATUS : SINGLE

i can't feel my body any longer. it's soo sooo worn out. another day playing mama taking care of her little kiddies who jump, run, hop n scream around. tiring man. tml's the last day of the camp. uncertain if i should feel happy or sad.. happy cos i can finally take a good rest, sad cos i'll miss the kiddies although taking care of them is such tough work. today we went to the botanical gardens n here's a little on what we did.

we played scavenger hunt. items on the list include...

blue socks, nike shoes, a hat, sunglasses, a pink waterbottle, a digital watch, a brochure, a pair of spectacles, a hairclip, an unopened packet of tissue paper, an opened packet of tissue paper, 5 brown leaves from different types of plants, 5 twigs of the same length ( we cheated, they're not the same length), a brown belt(we couldn't find one n saw a passerby with one n requested to take a photo of her belt. i think she was kinda freaked out... o.O) and look what else we saw!!! it's a squirrel!!

we are not allowed to post photos of the kids on blogs for obvious reasons; parents might not be happy about their kids faces shown to the whole world, even thou my blog is actually only for view to very few people namely my closer friends, i respect the parents' decision so i'll display photos of us.. =)

here's chew n i in michelle n janel's raincoats, respectively. =) we were being dumb cos we thought their rain coats were really pretty, so we decided to put them on through their hoods since it was likely the only thing that could fit our huge body sizes compared to theirs.

here's us, maid clan. fann, chew, deb n i. yay! off-day!

here's peterpan befrienders!!! chew, kamal, peiqi n i. i look bald... but trust me i'm not. my hair is thick and comes in loads. if the kids are the lost boys, we, as befrienders should be the red indians?

lameness.. ok should cut that out. enough bout camp

hmmm, when people ask me if i have a bf, they'd usually assume it's certain i do... i dunno why. i don't understand why either.

"do u have a bf?"

"no..."

"dun bluff la..."

"really dun have!!!!" (-__-)

sadness overwhelms me. not cos people think i'm attached. that would be flattery cos they think there's someone who likes me. but the sad truth is that there isn't!!! NIL! NONE!! KOSONG!!!

depressing. i haven't had anyone liking me since a long long long time. i think i lost my attractiveness. but compared to last time, i do think i've become a better person n i wouldn't change that in anyway even if it means guys won't like me cos i like my current self more. if they don't like me then SO BE IT!!! quote joanne: 'BITE ME!!!'

duckie's got loads of suitors u know. i guess her personality really glows n her sense of humour is really attractive. =) i like her sense of humour loads n of course generiosity.

hmm, this is me being evil n no offence quek, but i envy u.. seriously. then again, i think i would rather find someone whom i truly like alot n maybe love, whom loves me back than many other who like me but i dun like them back.. u know what i mean.....

i always say that.. but i can't help feeling alitte little bit lonely some times...

then i'll psycho myself : "i don't wanna be like cinderella, sitting in a dark old dusty cellar, waiting for somebody to come set me free. i don't wanna be like snow white waiting for a handsome prince to come n save me on a horse of white, unless we're riding side by side. don't wanna depend on noone else, i'd rather rescue myself."

truthfully, every girl dreams of her dashing, charming, romantic knight in shinning armour to come sweep her off her feet. i'm just a normal girl ok.... fairy tale fantasies. (anastasia,ariel,belle) but in real life.... it's almost impossible... dun wanna give up all hope, still a speck of hope left... just waiting for my kisa. i don't know when, don't know how, but when it does happen, i'd be grateful. =)

ps.. i AM SINGLE N AVAILABLE!!!! bahaha. not an advertisement. just wanna make this clear. i don't need to survive on a guy ok.. i've got a life. =) night n sweet dreams dear diary.

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